First of all, I think the men who are working on my basement are using my computer. I logged on today and found that all my "History" items had been completely wiped off. I know that trick from my porn surfing days, but knowing someone else is doing it, creeps me out.
I decided to clean out my closet considerably this weekend. This means I shall stop calling men unless they call me. Even when they do call me (if ever some of them do) I shall resist picking up the phone.
A very humiliating event happened to me on Thursday.
1) I called Ryan from my former job, my muse, and his first response when I said my name was: What do you want? He then proceeded to put me on hold for about 4 minutes.
2) I called my crush. Ever since the "I miss you incredibly" text message was sent, he has been, I suspect, dodging my calls. I have called, left voice messages--which aren't really my thing--and called over and over. The least he can do is reply, don't you think? Mr. I love everyone at work.
3) My ex who broke my heart in a million bits and pieces has taken the liberty of calling me everyday to find out, "What's up?" That is not really my thing right now. I don't want to dig my way back into his heart. It took me a while to dig my way out. I don't want to take his calls. Perhaps once a month if ever, but for now I don't.
So for these reasons and many others, I am cleaning out my closet, and as soon as I save enough money, I shall change my cell phone, change my number, phone provider, the works.
Yes, I am Lonely...but I am not stupid.
In other news, I shall be starting a new job in a coffee shop the very AM shift on Monday. Some dreams do come true, ayyy! *read some posts below to find out*
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