I don't see how my horoscope keeps professing that Love is in the air or a love encounter will happen for you soon, and then I live all day and not a single thing of note takes place. Shucks! they must have some other new moon Gemini in mind. Hopefully, him and I ;)

My ex from way back called me today. I was thinking about him today and he called, Geronimo! We had a lengthy ass conversation on the phone--I remember when I could kill to talk to him for that long---coming to think of it I have been thinking about him for awhile ever since I started calling my crush. The way they treat me is soo much alike, except for now my ex knows better so there's more respect in his tone, and I guess a few years from now, my crush will, I presume.

However, he was eager for me to come up to Jersey to come see him. Maybe for the ceremonial fuck that I've been dying to have for the past 2 years. Nope! I'd sleep with a total stranger first before I sleep with him again. The whole idea of moving abroad was to sample new men, not re-sample the old ones in new soil. Geez!

Last night, I made up my mind. I don't want to screw my crush's brains out anymore. I really don't. I just want us to be close, really close so much that it overwhelms our feelings for each other like Keanu and Shelia close. As close as his friendship with that other mystery girl he talked about it are, that close. That isn't too mcuh to ask now, is it Cupid? Really close. *hint hint*