really

I really needed to put something down yesterday but I was so tired and just lost in myself. As my mother will say, my morale was low.

I drove my auntie to Lennox Mall on Saturday thought I'd give her a taste of downtown, but it was bad. W parked in the wrong place and then the marshals there stiffed me $50. What's worse is I had to get it from my auntie. Isn't that bad. I didn't have enough money to cover it. I felt so low, like the bottom of the deep sea low, and to top it off we didn't even buy anything, we couldn't afford anything in the store. We were being cheap and just conservative, just for us to get outside and get stiffed $50. It was just a low point to my weekend.

I woke up on Sunday not feeling very church-y, I was just tired and drawn into myself. Nothing mattered and I just had to suck it in to go to the gym and think. So think I did.