Do you know what annoys me most about this weblog...No one except I the author reads it.
I and I suspect the people I am talking about. Because some days after I discuss them on here, call it suspicion but they start to act all weird around me.

I have decided to start writing again seriously. I cannot take it anymore. I have so many emtions and confusions I am going through right now, even though I am "out of the house", interacting more and not a solitude as I once was when I wrote some of my best work, but I am still faced with so much loneliness and hollow just as well as if I were alone. Like the crowded room feeling lonely effect, I guess. When does it stop?