Lovers Loss

I am so high, I can touch heaven.

I am so high I can touch heaven

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Hero by Chad Kroeger

I am sipping on some Chardonnay right now, and reading through my mail after a very peaceful day at work.

Yes, peaceful in that I long for peaceful days now, drama-less days, days where I don't have to be told what to do, where to go, what I am doing wrong, cross anyone's path knowingly or unknowingly, get talked about. Yes, Drama-less days.

I had one today. One extra special one because I got to cover someone's shift so I made some extra money. It was all good. Some people liked my Afro and some didn't. Some people wondered why I took the luscious weave down so I told them I was rebelling and the "fro is my way of doing so. And they inquired as to what...but I didn't care. Home life is a bit edgy right now, and I haven't caught up with my finances until I do, THE 'FRO stays.

Cute co-worker came by today to eat with his family. I ignored him and he noticed but he didn't ask me why and I didn't wanna know why. I was so high on my own that I really didn't care. His mum might be British like he had mentioned sometime ago, I don't know, all I know is that she is butt-ugly and made the finest babies, how come? He stood around for awhile and he left just as unceremoniously as he came in. I am not worried, he'll be back if my self-confidence remains this way. He'll be back. Ryan at my other job said if he were him, he'd be jumping for joy to get a sexual request from an older woman. He'll be high, like I am now. But they must make men differently these days because, young blood wasn't leaping with excitement, he preferred to "hang out" with his friends over me. Isn't that sad? I was doing his dick a favor.

So until that time, I am still high. Happy with myself. Wishing home life and my finances were better but choosing not to dwell on it. Can't do anything about it now except hope. I've decided to revive my writing, my self-expression of love, hope, life, and me. It's the only way I cleanse myself from inside out. I can only fight to let the artist inside of me out, and unleash my hunger to the world in words.

Ignore me, I am high, pure and simple.

GEMINI

It should be fairly easy for you to make a positive impression on people right now. Whether you are single or attached, opportunities for new and improved relationships are bound to be all around you. This would be a great time to try to improve your communication skills, and don't forget to spend some time tending to any important career or social matters.

Your luck this week:

Love-A, Money-C, Work-B*

Signs to seek-Aquarius, Leo

Signs to avoid-Pisces, Sagittarius