Thursday, July 04, 2002

Pretend you dont know me, when in fact you don't. But I just want to ask this very personal question (i'd be bummed if no one replied)

Okay, put in bits it goes this way.
1) I am 28 years old
2) I haven't had sex in 2 amd half years
3) There's this 19/20 year old guy I work with that I am soo attracted to right now.
4) do you think if I asked him to have sex with me he'd say no?
5) what do you think are the repercussions
i) will I fall hopelessly in love with him?...I don't think I can, judging from the fact that his 20 year old intellect may not lure me hopelessly into his web but let's just assume for a second shall we.
ii) will he tell evryone about it?
iii) will I lose my self-respect in front of him and all his other teeny weenies if they should find out or when I see him turning his charms onto another person?
iv) or will I lose my self-respect in general?
v) what are the odds of him saying NO to me...hmmm?

Is this a venture I should pursue? I have finally decided that it is one of the main reasons why I've been losing sleep, this and many other things. I am just so hot right now, when I see him and when I don't.

If you are reading this now, please say a word....please. I need another opnion asides from my horny one.

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